Is this a dream?!

This still feels like a dream, I can't believe that I am pregnant again. It's so crazy that I'm already going into my 4th month. The doctor moved my due date to the end of May, It is going to be so much fun with another baby running around. I'm going to be such a basketcase having the babies 14 months apart, but it will be fun. Nayvee is growing up so fast, she is already 8 months and she is getting into everything. I hope she starts to walk soon so when the baby gets here it won't be as hard. My biggest fear is having this baby and having Nayvee be so upset she won't come to me.. She dances to music and it's the cutest thing. She gives the best kisses and loves in the whole world. With this other baby I have a feeling its going to be another girl because I have been super emotional. I cry about everything. I was super emotional with Nayvee I think it's because her hormones and my hormones were SKY HIGH, maybe not but I think so. My doctor is Doctor Andersen, and he is AMAZING! I like him so much.