Sunday, November 15, 2009

Moving like crazy

Yesterday morning I got in the tub and i was reading putting on the armor of god, and i started to cry, I have been very emotional latly and i think its because your hormones and mine are connected as one big emotional Hormone. "Putting on the Armor of God: How to Win Your Battles with Satan," is a book and that's exactly what it teaches. This book by Steven Cramer exposes the devil's masterful disguises that blind and fool us into believing his lies. It explains how Christ's teachings can protect and defend us in this real war that each of us is involved in as Satan tries to destroy us. I loved reading this book, highlighting page after page as I read it. I highly recommend this book Tara actually got me started, and i give it five stars. Okay so now that you got the whole run down on what it is about, i started crying because the devil gets inside my head alot, about stupid stuff, but yesterday i prayed and i dont think i have ever felt so spiritual, but after i prayed i was talking to you, i talk to her alot!! As i was talking i felt this foot or bum and i felt like she understood what i was saying... Maybe she didn't and i just thought so but it was ironic and a very neat feeling! I cannot wait to meet her, It is going to be so magical. Also lastnight me and your dad was talking about your name and it just seems to fit nothing else really has a spark like Navy Bree Hendrickson does. Anyways Zac was telling me about his dreams and he started to get kind of emotional he says he wasn't but i could tell in his voice, He says he has dreams about you all the time and i believe zac's dream before we knew what it was i had a dream it was a little boy but zac I think he knew it was a girl the whole time he had a dream about you and him were holding hands and you were about 2 or 1 1/2 and he said you had dark brown hair and brown eyes and curly hair but you had a runny nose. I love to hear his dream and what he thinks at times about you, We love you and can't wait for you!

1 comment:

Tara said...

I so love you! Oh and that heart of yours... hang in there little mama.